** There are times where I can’t help but stare at how beautiful those eyes are, there are moments when I want to rip you apart, there are times were I want to slam you against the wall & make love to you, and there are times where I just want to be held and wrapped in your arms all day and night. Throughout all of these moments put together I have loved you unconditionally and devotedly, and I hope one day you can truly understand that. YOU. ARE. MY. WORLD. and I’m more than thankful that God has put you back into my life. I’ve never been more happy to get my heart broken by all those “mistakes” I’ve dated, because none of that would have led me back to you. It still stocks me at times when I think of you even wanting this, it just blows my mind. I remember the first time I seen you, I remember the first time we kissed, and that quick sex, lol. I would have never thought we’d be together again, nor did I think you would become my everything. Not only did you open so many doors in my life, but you gave me hope in truly loving someone. I’ve never loved someone has quick & as much as I love you. You’ve changed me in so many different ways. I can’t explain how difficult my life would be without you by my side, I N.E.V.E.R want to know how it feels to really lose you. I wouldn’t even be able to deal with that pain. I’m holding it down for you till the end, baby. I love you, DJB.
It’s just that I always doubt myself that maybe one day, you’ll end up forgetting all about me. We’ll drift away because you have a stronger connection with them. I feel like you have more fun with them than me. I don’t know.. I just don’t want to be replaced.
it’s like I’ve stopped trying, in a desperate attempt to make you realise you need to try harder to keep me, but it’s doing nothing so we’re just growing apart